| Tuesday, November 18th, 2008 |
sheeplove
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6:30a |
HEAD COLD KILLIN ME all caps deserved for complete inability to breath out of my face Current Mood:  sick |
| Monday, November 17th, 2008 |
siliconjesus
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10:01a |
Well Its been a long time since an update, but I am not really feeling typing out everything that has happened. But what is affecting me right now... Matt is at Bastion, the FOB in afghanistan which means I wont be able to talk to him until he gets home. It is driving me insane, mainly we made it official that we are together not just really good friends who secretly pine for each other. I have contact with his mother so we talk throughout the week keeping each other in the loop with whats going on. I will be flying out there in Jan to see the sexy Emily Torpedos, and to see Matt <3 <3 I cannot wait.
School is going well, alittle hectic right now since finals are just around the corner, I have all these insane papers due. Andrzej and I have started to talk alot again, which i am very happy about. I missed him. He might be coming up for Sigma Phi Sigma's Formal xmas party, which will be far too much fun.
I am moving this weekend, so if anyone wants to help :D |
xreesex
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9:19a |
Wish List The Holiday Wish List Meme Step One * Make a post (public, friends locked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) in your blog. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want. * If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. * Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ. Step Two * Surf around your friends list (or friends friends or random journals) or go to Holiday Wishes to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part: * If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use - do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out; it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf - to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not - it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish and it might come true. Give and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special. And I hope you’ll let me know where your wishes are, if you make a list of your own! ( Wish list )ALSO, IF YOU HAVE POSTED A WISH LIST, PLEASE PUT A LINK TO IT IN THE COMMENTS HERE SO I CAN HAVE THEM ALL IN ONE PLACE, THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT! |
| Sunday, November 16th, 2008 |
sheeplove
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2:16p |
My next tattoo
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sound_asleep
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11:53a |
I took my praxis II tests yesterday.
I am not the brightest bulb, so I really hope I passed. |
kendrobot
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2:12a |
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| Friday, November 14th, 2008 |
sheeplove
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10:26p |
28th birthday
officially my most boring/uneventful birthday to date
at least Blacklisted had a good set |
xreesex
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1:17p |
=( Oh Noes!  |
| Thursday, November 13th, 2008 |
kendrobot
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11:23p |
I feel like writing this cause so many people are like omg you ignore me.
hey I got a new phone. if you don't know how to get a hold of me, then I don't want you to be able to.
thank you. |
sound_asleep
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11:00a |
funny things
last night molly asked me how I organized my closet; through colors or sleeve length.
does this really happen?
also, I just looked out my window to see a man riding a horse in the bike lane on spring garden.
open studio tonight from 6:30-9:30. Come see what I haven't been up to!
lulz |
daveheck
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8:55a |
you will live forever.
this has finally sunk in. work was literally hell today trying to fight back tears and not throw everything i was supposed to be putting on shelves. i tried to get off tonight cause we are playing at JC dobbs and i'd rather not rush back home just to work for 10 hours but i don't think it's going to work out. oh well. my foot hurts so much. this is stupid.
upon further research it seems that "ODing" on insulin has a greater possibility of making me a vegetable than killing me. weird.
i've refurbished a plan i had when i was originally made to feel like shit for making a mistake and i think i may have worked out all the kinks. i can't talk about it at all to anyone because that would surely foil it. so, we'll see how this goes in due time. i don't think things are right in my head but i can sure as hell think of some neat shit. it's gonna be awesome and nobody will be able to stop it and all its brilliance. for the first time in my adult, i will finally get this right.
i really don't mean to scare or hurt those that i do. i say what i say and plan as i plan because i hate everything i see. i hate it all. we as people should be above so much and i hate that i've come to realize that the world had gone wrong long before i came to be.
there are no solutions. the world is an unbalanced scale that teeters back and forth giving to those and taking from others. all different walks of life. rich poor black white socialist communist religious secular. every action affects someone and there are literally never actions that don't hurt others. this is the problem i have with the world...that there are no answers. in my eyes, if everybody doesn't win, nobody wins. the luckiest person in the world should rightfully be plagued by the guilt of those dying around them. the poor, the homeless. the starving, the diseased. the raped, the tortured. the enslaved and the hopeless. these people will always exist and that alone will hurt me more than the love of my life fucking my friends. i really do miss christa so much and wish things were different. but they aren't.
i hate that my pain is so useless but i can't overcome it. i can't get over how fucked up this world is. i feel like i'm just repeating the same thoughts over and over so i'm just gonna go to sleep now. i keep hoping that this is all just a weird horrible dream and i'm going to wake up as me at age 3 when i would pull the drawers out of my sister's cabinet and sleep in them with my silky. nothing mattered back then, and i had my security. i lost my silky a long time ago. it was replaced with love but that love is leaving without a replacement.
there are no answers. just ideas.
"i fear tomorrow, so should you". |
| Wednesday, November 12th, 2008 |
sheeplove
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7:31p |
wherever the hell this is --- I want to see it  |
daveheck
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6:49p |
what's wrong with being free from pain
life is pain but the pain makes the heart beat.
nothing like answering a song with a song. |
| Tuesday, November 11th, 2008 |
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safeinacrowd
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11:18a |
things couldn't be better
about time I guess |
sheeplove
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6:37a |
I know I just posted it, but....
who wants to get a Walter & Perry tattoo with me, no foolin' |
| Monday, November 10th, 2008 |
joexrosario
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9:48p |
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| Sunday, November 9th, 2008 |
sheeplove
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11:04p |
<3
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sound_asleep
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12:10p |
it seemed like a good idea at the time.
max left a little bit ago to do a "quick" 30 mile bike ride with a friend and I've been sitting here staring at the wall ever since.
what do you do when the last boy you loved contacts you as you're laying in bed with someone new?
I am supposed to go on a long bike ride with Brian today and then go to the studio, but my body feels like jello and I'm too busy feeling sorry for myself. |
| Saturday, November 8th, 2008 |
xtylerx
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9:55p |
I cannot stand social butterflies or people that just wants to know
other peoples buisness. goddamn! |
xtylerx
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7:33p |
::this is what I do.:: So pretty much this is all I do all day. Sit around hangout on my computer watch movies read, write, and take medication, and piss in a jug every now and then. Pretty good deal. At least I think.  |
xtylerx
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11:35a |
.::p.fucking.s::.
Yes we have a new goddamn president. Yes im sure things will be
better than they have been in the past 8 years. But goddamn people
quit thinking about it. "oh my, i bet its going to be tough for
him to have to live up to being the first black president."
For fucks sake just let it be. My thought on this. If the right
wing media thinks he is too "radical" then I would hate to see
what the media would say if someone became president that I
elected.
I also think this. I dont usually vote because I do not believe in
republicans or democrats politics, but if I am going to be a part
of this society and be a part of consumerism, then I would like
this country to be ran by someone that is somewhat intelligent.
I have never liked any of our presidents since I got into
politics. I think things will come to a big change, and im sure
I will not like everything obama does, but I dont think it can
get any worse than what the country is in right now.
Current Music: Darkest Hour |
xtylerx
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11:30a |
::weeds.::
A couple or so years ago when weeds firs came out I started watching
it. First and second season was fucking brilliant. Now a year or so
later since downloading season 3 and 4. I am watching season 3. The
first 5 episodes are pretty good. Until all of the sudden a goddamn
olsen twin shows up and pisses me off.
Why do good sitcoms have to go from great to mediocre. Im watching
dexter have been following it since it came out, and I havent been
let down at all. Every episode is fucking brilliant. Anyhow that
is my thought for the moment.
Current Music: Ipod on shuffle |
| Friday, November 7th, 2008 |
xtylerx
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10:38p |
::words dont last forever your wounds will.:: sheesh almighty. Time goes by slow at times when you are pretty much confied to one area for 3 weeks. It could be worse. At least I have pretty much all the amenities that I have at home. I just dont have my wii or 360 with me, which would be sweet. Food seems to be getting worse and worse everyday. The last time I did a study here it wasnt that bad. Not that good, but it seemed better last time. I have been watching alot of movies/tv and listening to alot of music. Reading and writing alot as well. I wish I would do those things more often at home. I have been reading alot more at home lately that I have in the past couple of years. I just have been so use to reading the same stuff on anarchist ideas and politics, that I dont know what else is interesting outside of that. I read into the wild not too long ago, which is goddamn awesome. Which was also made into a movie, and I encourage everyone to check it out. Murder on the rails or tracks forgot what it was called but that was a goddamn good book. I read alot of old and somewhat newer books on train hopping and what not. Now that I am going to have a baby I am 99.9% that I am retired from train hopping and hitch hiking. Its not going to be easy to just pick up and take off when you have a family to take care of. word. tyler. Current Mood:  tiredCurrent Music: KillWhitneyDead |
xtylerx
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9:53a |
::yikes.:: It's been a long while since I have posted here. I wish LJ was still cool like it was 6 years ago. I remember posting all the damn time. There is just something about now, where I dont use it as much. Some people still post just as much which is sweet, but I dont have the drive to do so. ANYWAY BIG NEWS THAT ALOT OF YOU PROBABLY DONT KNOW. Me and my current girlfriend are having a baby. She is due in March. No names yet. Its hard picking names out, because there are so damn many of them. I dont post this earlier because im really not the type of person that wants everyone to know my buisness, unless you are a good friend. Which I really dont have many of those, actually none. But now all of you strangers know that Im having a baby. In other news I am back in Evansville doing another medical study, and this one pays $6,000. I wont get out of here until the day before thanksgiving. Its all worth it though. Thats about all the news I have. Current Mood:  chipperCurrent Music: goddamn TV |
daveheck
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6:56a |
"i could sail all the seven seas, i could walk myself to death...but i know the best advice would still be said under my own breath"
jag bara vet inte. det är bara en tidsfråga.
kinda just need about 2 years on stora kärlso to think about things. |
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